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I am here to update my damm dead blog..
Its so dead i cant stand it either. Wth
ANW,,,, OS HAVE OFFICIALLY ENDED!!!!-JUMPS!!-
But i didnt felt the feeling i should feel
when it ended. It was just, Oh! It ended!.
LOL

I rmb i said before that when my bd comes i will
write a long post of all my birthday wishes
here to hint all my friends -thick skin much- but
nvm. Hahahahahaha but now that it is nearing, i
literally forgot all my wishes that i had planned
to type down in my head, and removing some of them
from my mind also. Quite embarrassing to type down
also wtf. Hehehehehe pls pardon my thick skinness
but aiya, i guess its okay. HAHA

I always wanted a tamagotchi cause i had never had
one before and have never really play before but
now thinking of it like abit waste money leh
seriously. I dunnoe whats the real point to it also.
LOL. I think i want stuffs that all girls would also
want, many many clothes, shoes, shorts, tops, bags.
Hahahahaha wtf i cant believe i am typing all this
down. I wanted a Suede Backpack from Manhattan!!!!
but dammit Singapore doesnt have one. It was supposed
to be my poly bag next year. Sighhhhhh
OMG AND I TOTALLY WANT AAGG AT PHUKET DISC but i dont
think it is even selling in Spore. Shitz.
I want new urban male jersey!!!!-Begs!- The California
or San Francisco or Korea one, thanks. Wtf hahahahahahahah
Omg and BANC HOODIES!!

Okay enough of this thick skin post, wtf so thick skin
till i cant stand it also. Hehehe hope all can stay over
for the Chalet!!=)

I SWEAR I HATE THIS SO FKING BALDY.
WHATS FKNG WRONG WITH THIS FAMILY.
EVERY SINGLE TIME I HAVE THE FEEL TO STUDY,
EVERY SINGLE TIME SOMEBODY JUST HAVE TO PISS
THE FUCK OUT OF ME.
NBCCB, THIS IS NOT THE BLOODY FIRST TIME.
WHY THE FUCK MUST I WAIT FOR A USELESS PERSON
THAT COMES HOME AND DO NOTHING AND ALSO A
DISTRACTION TO ME.

JUST FOR YOUR INFORMATION, YOU MIGHT HAVE THE
WHOLE WORLD OF TIME BUT WE DONT OKAY. EVERYDAY
WE HAVE EITHER TUTORIALS, TUITION, AND PLENTY
ON HOMEWORK TO DO. WE STILL HAVE SOME SOMETHING
CALL COURSEWORK TO FINISH UP. AND PLS THIS IS
AN EXAM TOO, ITS AN O LEVEL EXAM. IF YOU DUNNOE
ANYTHING, SIMPLY JUST STFU.
ITS NOT AS IF YOU CAN FINISH IT IN 1 WEEK OR SO.
IF YOU ARE SO SMART WHY DONT YOU DO IT FOR US,
INSTEAD OF GRUMBLING ALL THE TIME THAT WE ARE
TAKING FOREVER TO FINISH.
HAVE YOU EVEN TRY TO DO IT BEFORE?

EVERY NIGHT I HAVE A BITCH TO CHASE OUT OF MY
ROOM SO I CAN SLEEP PEACEFULLY SO WHAT IF THERES
A NICE DAY AND I CAN FINALLY SLEEP, SHE CAN
LITERALLY JUST COME IN THE ROOM TALKING TO HER
OUH SO PERFECT BOYFRIEND ON THE PHONE WAKING ME
UP MAKING ME FKING PISSED I STAY AWAKE THE WHOLE
NIGHT AND GO TO SCHOOL TMR TIRED.

DONT TELL ME I SHOULD HAVE TOLD YOU THIS CAUSE
WTF CAN YOU DO. YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE TIRED,
I AM TIRED TOO. NOT AS IF YOU TELLING HER IS GONNA
DO ANY SHIT, HOW MANY TIMES I TOLD YOU BUT SHE
IS STILL BEING LIKE THIS. YOU ARE ALL A BUNCH OF
INCONSIDERATE PPL WHO ONLY KNOWS HOW TO THINK OF
YOURSELF.

YOU HAVE A BLOODY PLACE IN POLY ALR, BUT I AM
STILL HERE STRUGGLING TO UNDERSTAND MY THEORY,
WTF NOBODY UNDERSTAND AND INSTEAD MAKE LIFE MORE
MISERABLE FOR ME.
HOW THE FUCK DO YOU WANT ME TO STUDY WELL WHEN MY
WHOLE HOUSE IS FULL OF DISTRACTION AND NOT A
CONDUCIVE LEARNING PLACE FOR ME?
ITS SO EASY FOR YOU TO SAY, WHO DOESENT WANT As
FOR ALL OF THEIR SUBJECT. WHY DONT YOU TRY IT
YOURSELF!
STOP TRYING TO ACT LIKE YOU UNDERSTAND CAUSE ME,
YOU NEVER UNDERSTAND A SINGLE SHIT ABOUT ME
CAUSE IF YOU DO, YOU WOULD HAVE ALREADY TRIED
REMOVING ALL MY PROBLEMS AND IRRITANTS FOR ME A
LONG TIME AGO BUT INSTEAD ALL I SEE FOR THE PAST 2
YEARS IS JUST ADDING MORE AND MORE PROBLEMS AND
THINGS FOR ME TO BE FED UP ABOUT.
YOU CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND THE STRESS AND PROBLEMS
BOTTLED UP IN YOUR HEART FOR ALMOST 3 YEARS THAT
YOU HAVE TO TAKE ALL THE HARDSHIP AND STRESS ALL
BY YOU SELF AND THAT YOU CRY EVERY NIGHT TO SLEEP
THINKING HOW MISERABLE YOUR LIFE IS NOW AND ALWAYS
THINKING ABOUT IF I SHOULD LIVE IT ON OR JUST END
EVERYTHING HERE.
HOW EASY FOR YOU ALL TO SAY AND THINK THAT EVERY
LAUGHTER I SHOWN IS LIKE A HAPPINESS TO ME WHEN
EVERY SMILE I MAKE IS KILLING ME A THOUSAND TIMES
INSIDE. HOW LONG HAVE I FELT THIS WAY TRYING TO
CONSOLE MYSELF EVERYTIME THIS IS GONNA END IN NO
TIME AND WHEN EVERYTIME ITS JUST A LIE TO PROVE
ME WRONG AND IT JUST ADD UP TO THE PROBLEMS I ALR
HAVE.
ASK YOURSELF, HOW MUCH DO YOU EVEN KNOW ABOUT ME.
I CAN FIRMLY SAY HERE NOBODY EVEN KNOWS ANYTHING
ABOUT ME. YOU CAN SEE ME RANT, YOU CAN SEE ME
SMILE, YOU CAN SEE ME CRY, BUT WHEN ARE TIMES
YOU TRULY KNOW WHY.

I HAVE ENOUGH OF THIS BUT HOW MANY MORE MILLION
TIMES MUST I REPEAT THIS QUESTION TILL ITS REALLY
ENOUGH FOR ME.
I AM TAKING THIS LONGER THAT I SHOULD. ITS KILLING
ME MORE THAN I COULD EVER THINK OF.
I MIGHT BE ALIVE BUT I AM JUST LITERALLY DEAD IN
THE INSIDE.
HOW LONG CAN I EVEN WITHSTAND ALL THE 4 WALLS PUSHING
THEIR WAY TO CRUSH ME, HOW LONG CAN I EVEN STAND
AND WALK BEFORE I FALL RIGHT BACK DOWN AGAIN.

FUCK MY LIFE A THOUSAND TIMES.

LITERALLY. DRAINED. OUT